I dont think today could get worse..
I had to go to work today at 7 (i work at a subway..) On the way.. i get
a flat tire.. it takes me 20 minutes to fix it and i'm late for work.
They yelled at me, then yelled at me more because i'm not doing such
a wonderful job mopping at night.. They decide as punishment they'll reset
my hourly wage to 5.15$ (WOOT!!!) Then while i'm working the girl working
with me decides to quit.. (awesome) during the rush.. brilliant i tell you.
I manage to get everyones subs done around 9:10.. I start cleaning and five
minutes before closing.. a BUS of high school basketball players show up..
A FREAKING BUS!!! 32 people disembark and enter the restraunt.. It takes
me 2 hours to get all their subs done.. that makes it 11:10 and no clean up
is done.. I only get paid until 10 so i mean.. this = bullshit.. They
decided to all eat in the restraunt.. so it takes them 30 minutes to eat
and to shut up and leave.. luckily i was cleaning while they were there..
It wouldn't have been so bad if half the
freaking team hadn't have been talking about the "queer" behind the counter
thinking i was completely deaf..
I dont know what i did to piss off the almighty.. but he sure is making it
a point to punish me.. or so it seems..
Everything is falling apart.. School is becoming hell.. work is sucking but
there are no other jobs until march.. and the family has "never be better"
I strongly believe thats its always darkest before dawn.. but come on..
its freaking pitch black and i'm stumbling in the dark.
It has to get better than this.. It just has to get better than this..
I think i'm at rock bottom.. so all thats left is up right? right?
I'm trying REALLY hard not to get deppressed and not to let people
just walk all over me.. BUT i can only do so much.. i can only handle
so much abuse.. I'm determined not to let this tiny little backlash
bring me down.. but if thing dont start getting better.. i'm gonna start
dragging people down with me @_o