Lost in a world

Fan001's picture

I had to write this... cause I still can't believe I done it.

I was madly in love with this guy, my heart was truly all his and his mine.
We were like all up in the clouds, nothing could get us done or pull us
apart. Well one particular day we had a major argument. The argument turned
into serious hurt and pain between us two. The argument was based on the fact
that I heard a rumour that there was apparently a third person involved. Now
I am the type of person who wants you for myself, sorry but I don't share
for nothing in this world. Besides it being a rumour, I felt it within my heart
it was obvious. My love was so strong that it broke me into pieces. The kinda love, if
your heart is broken, you cannot love again. On this particular night, my friends
and I went out for drinks to a club in the area. Guess who was there??
Him of course, gave him the smuck great, but what melted my heart was when he
said "I still Love you no matter what". Well seeing that he used the correct words
I feel for it, blindly. So he like kinda forced that I say I love him too, which I knew that
I did, and he knew it too. So I said it, manipulation took place again. He said
I should prove it. Now knowing myself, if I a dared so is it. He told me to
kiss him to prove my love for him. I did, kissed him for like 5 minutes in total.
The amazing thing was that I done it in front of the whole club. The club was amazed
at my actions, cause I am considered the well reserved, heavenly soul.
I was so in cloud nine that I never realised what I done. WOW......
Oh and the best ironic part of it all was that the next day, I acted as
straight as a pin... I still can't get that out of my mind. I was not drunk
either.... The things we do for love and how!!!!

Anyone out there who has done such courageous things for love???


tarni's picture

Wow! Well done, I must say. T

Wow! Well done, I must say. That's a pretty cool story. Was this recently, or a while ago?

I've done sorta similar.. but then not. I drew pictures of the girl I used to love, which led to me being outed at school, and I stuck with my story no matter what, so personally I think that's in the same category. But I've never been obvious with love, not like your story!



"People who take you at face value will always be your true friends. Truth + laughter = good friendships."
--milly the fairy

Fan001's picture

Not the only one


Thanx for the response. Unfortunately mine was not recently, more like a while ago. The thing that bothers me is that I always recall it now and again and even then I still can't believe what I done. It is not something I regret, but more like an amazement. Sometime we find ourself doing things we never dreamed we would, but in other situation we are to scared. Why is that

PS:Free ain't free until you free from fear.