I had to write this... cause I still can't believe I done it.
I was madly in love with this guy, my heart was truly all his and his mine.
We were like all up in the clouds, nothing could get us done or pull us
apart. Well one particular day we had a major argument. The argument turned
into serious hurt and pain between us two. The argument was based on the fact
that I heard a rumour that there was apparently a third person involved. Now
I am the type of person who wants you for myself, sorry but I don't share
for nothing in this world. Besides it being a rumour, I felt it within my heart
it was obvious. My love was so strong that it broke me into pieces. The kinda love, if
your heart is broken, you cannot love again. On this particular night, my friends
and I went out for drinks to a club in the area. Guess who was there??
Him of course, gave him the smuck great, but what melted my heart was when he
said "I still Love you no matter what". Well seeing that he used the correct words
I feel for it, blindly. So he like kinda forced that I say I love him too, which I knew that
I did, and he knew it too. So I said it, manipulation took place again. He said
I should prove it. Now knowing myself, if I a dared so is it. He told me to
kiss him to prove my love for him. I did, kissed him for like 5 minutes in total.
The amazing thing was that I done it in front of the whole club. The club was amazed
at my actions, cause I am considered the well reserved, heavenly soul.
I was so in cloud nine that I never realised what I done. WOW......
Oh and the best ironic part of it all was that the next day, I acted as
straight as a pin... I still can't get that out of my mind. I was not drunk
either.... The things we do for love and how!!!!
Anyone out there who has done such courageous things for love???