Melissa did a tarot card reading for me today. It didn't turn out that great. It said that Laura most likely doesn't feel the same way about me. It also said that I will go through difficult things, and there will be self-destructive behavior involved. At the end though, I will be a stronger, better person because of it. It was a little disappointing, but I suppose it's correct. I should probably move on when it comes to Laura, but I don't know if I can, or if I want to.