crash and burn

dazed and confused's picture

Ok, so to anyone who read my last entry, I was planning on giving flowers to my crush last Saturday night after her performance in a choir concert. Well...I did, and it went fine. It took me forever to find her, and when I did I gave her the flowers, which suprised her, and then we chatted for a few minutes. All in all a good night.

And then came tonight....

*key ominous music*

I actually worked up the courage to ask her to the Junior Ball coming up next month for St. Patrick's Day... can we say crash and burn?! The first thing she said was "You mean as friends?" The conversation proceeded to go downhill from there, her explaining that I am the only lesbian on campus that she knows and she likes me as a friend, and she doesn't want to make anything "fuzzy"...I think she used the term "messy" at some point as well. Also, she's not really out-out on campus yet...only to select groups. So for those reasons she decided it was best for her not to go.

I totally respect her opinion and understand...I mean, if she doesn't like me like that then there's not much anyone can do about it...but it still stings a little, ya know?

*sigh* About the only "positive" thing about this is that it made me feel like I have a real social life, lol. Usually it's me hearing about all the dramas that happen to my friends. Tonight it was the other way around.

I think I'm going to be asking a really good male friend of mine to go with me...Gonna make it a fun night, even if I can't have a real date!

Hope everyone's having a good week.



KieBem81's picture

i want to get you some aloe vera..... srry bout your chica :/

"If you love someone, tell them for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken"

1 in 3 women think of having sex or experimenting with other women

"Should I smile because we're friends or frown because thats all we'll ever be?"

cnn* :)