First Entry...

Daisy's picture

So these are like blogs, no? Wow. Hmm. I'm wondering whether anybody will read this...

So I'm bisexual, but I've never actually had a girlfriend. About which I am very sad. Also, I WISH I was a lesbian. Because I feel like I'm lost in this weird void of sexuality, and because I know how dumb and silly a fifteen year old girl can look when she announces she's bi.

Right now, however, I have a boyfriend. He's a drug dealer. Well, just pot, but still. I'm really not sure how I feel about it, because I don't smoke (for a lot of reasons, most of them medical), and because... I don't know, it's. Illegal.

Anyway, that's basically my life right this moment. :)

Comments

niks121997's picture

Girls

I want a girlfriend, too. It's not silly for a fifteen year old to say she's bi because once you know, you know. Or something like that.

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

taste the rainbow's picture

I'm 15 too,I'v never had a gi

I'm 15 too,I'v never had a girlfriend either, i guess thats because nobody really knows that im bi, except one person, and its a guy. I'm right there with ya when it comes to being lost in the void of sexuality, and i have to admit, when i first came out to my ex, i did feel kinda dumb and stupid, but after we talked about it some more that feeling went away. And its good that you don't smoke.

subliminal's picture

I am on the same boat as you

I am on the same boat as you because i've never had a girlfriend either. Also, don't feel silly because only you know what you truly feel.