we all see that which we choose to see.
its so easy to deduce the wrong meaning from a couple of loosely connected words that are put haphazardly in a sentence by the people around us- the people that concern us.
like the time she said:
- God knows what was going through my mind for me to conclude that she LOVED me- as in had feelings for me, cared about me... gave a crap. whereas what she actually meant was...well I wish i knew.
"my heart aches and a drowsy numbness pains my senses."
where do we go wrong?
where does one start sifting through all the conversations and try to deduce and interpret THE truth?
how do you know its true?
how do you understand what she's saying?
why would she lie to me?
and in falling for a lie, what lies am i telling?
who am i lying to more- myself or her?