~Phoenix's Ashes

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~Hey wussup strangers...sorry i fell outta the "scene" for a lil while..major developments since i got back from spain...I dunno for whatever reason..one way or another... I'm happy...i'm at peace..I i don't think i ever 'member feelin' this way. It's pretty strange...i do attribute some of this "psyhedelic" feelin' to my trip to Spain...i dunno may be i'm just talkin' outta my ass rite now. I don't have anythin' 2 bitch about nor do i have anythin to stress over. My parents both know i'm bi now. I have recently entered this awesome threesome with my girlfriend and this other bi guy we met. School's been goin' great.. People know and they're for the most part pretty kool with it those that don't are 2 scared to stand up 2 me cuz they all know i can beat the shit outta them. I guess you can say i had my ephiphany..life is to short to hide who you are, you have 2 embrace you inner pains and only then can you be truly happy. It's kinda of a "Zen/Doaist" Philosophy that i'm expirementin' with...Balance.. everything happens for the reason (shite i know it sounds cliche..but it's true)..everything happens for a reason and what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. It's life and you can't wish that you had a better one...you just have 2 look at it from a diffrent dare i say, optimistic view. I guess the best advice i can give you know is that don't ry to force your self to be happy, things don't work that way, just look at things,events, situations form a diffrent perspective...you know glass half full mentality. Well thats enough for my ramblin' take care bitches........