I've been thinking about writing fiction, but at the moment I'm finding the interesting things that happen in my life stranger than any fiction. Anyway, don't read if guys fondling disgusts you.
Physics was again a hotbed of male homoerotic behaviour. There's only one girl in our class. Our teacher saw how all six of us guys were sitting next to each other and asked why. He then asked "Is it touchy-feely day or something?" Well today's St. David's day, my day, so maybe he had a point. Anyway, the guy whose near-naked photos I've seen happened to sit next to me. It was nice to be able to smell him. When we talked I had an excuse to move my eyes from his hairy arms to his face.
Anyway, I was feeling bored, so I reached over and softly grabbed his nipple through his thin shirt. This felt good to do, but it didn't compare to when he returned the favour. That got me reaallly elated, like a mini-orgasm. Another friend I've talked about, was sitting in front. He saw what happened and subtly asked why I hadn't gone for his dick. Sitting next to him was a homophobe who made a sound of disgust. I don't know if he's really as homophobic as he pretends to be, since he is somewhat sensitive.
We did this (the nipple-grabbing only) twice more later on. That really got me turned on, to the point where a part of me was uncomfortable. Without thinking, I "readjusted", but I guess I was partly hoping to lead him on. He didn't seem to notice though. And yes, as far as anyone is concerned, we're all straight. Much as I'd like to maybe go further with something (like putting my whole body on his, not just my hand), I don't know how. I'm not supposed to be messing around before I leave for uni and the last thing I need is to not just be outed as gay, but as oversexed as well.
II: Freudian slip
In English, which is right after physics, I volunteered to read the role in Brilliant Lies (by David Williamson) of a woman claiming to have been sexually harassed. One of the other guys in our class, who know's I'm gay, was just laughing out loud at everything I was saying. This got me to laugh a bit, because it did feel rather absurd. Then I was reading "I froze and when I turned around Gary's member was inches in front of my nose." I got to saying "Gary's member was" when I took a breath, and somehow it sounded like "six", after which I said "inches". Then I realised what I said and everyone burst out laughing for at least half a minute. I'm sure that it would be spread around the whole year as a piece of gossip. I don't mind really. It sounds like I'm becoming quite a legend.