So unsure

reserved41's picture

Uncertainty seems to be at the very center of my thoughts. On the large scale, I have no clue about what I want to do in life. On the small scale, I have no clue what to do. I'll need a major by next semester. I have no clue what I'd like to do for a career. Then with everything going on now, I don't know what to do. Part of me feels like tranferring to another college, but even if I decide to do that, I still have to deal with certain other people right now. How should I act towards the people that felt it was necessary to ruin my life, the people that I thought were my friends? Then, if I stay here, I'm signed up to be rooming with one of the lil traitors. Isn't that absolutely wonderful? And this semester I have psych with the other one. Just great.

A few things I am sure of though. Soon I'll be back at MT and I'll have to find the answers most of these questions soon. Some will be answered for me. Will I ever really get 2 c her? Will I actually 'live' at MT or simply just exist? These are just the beginning of the many questions floating in my head. What will become of me?


luvanwal's picture


I don't know how things will be at MT. Just hang in there. Please don't simply exist anywhere. I'll miss that beautiful smile and dimple of yours and I'm sure other people will too. I don't know what will become of you but remember, you always have a place here. Me, Britt, Ashleigh and McClain will draw some smiles out somehow. I was glad I could keep you a little happy this past week. Hopefully it will help in the weeks to come. Don't lose hope, please.

~Life has beaten me down, but I'm working my way back up~

reserved41's picture


You really have made things easier this past week. I'll have to come up there more. I'm sure that you and everyone else would manage to make me smile somehow. :) Will work on the hope thing.