Uncertainty seems to be at the very center of my thoughts. On the large scale, I have no clue about what I want to do in life. On the small scale, I have no clue what to do. I'll need a major by next semester. I have no clue what I'd like to do for a career. Then with everything going on now, I don't know what to do. Part of me feels like tranferring to another college, but even if I decide to do that, I still have to deal with certain other people right now. How should I act towards the people that felt it was necessary to ruin my life, the people that I thought were my friends? Then, if I stay here, I'm signed up to be rooming with one of the lil traitors. Isn't that absolutely wonderful? And this semester I have psych with the other one. Just great.
A few things I am sure of though. Soon I'll be back at MT and I'll have to find the answers most of these questions soon. Some will be answered for me. Will I ever really get 2 c her? Will I actually 'live' at MT or simply just exist? These are just the beginning of the many questions floating in my head. What will become of me?