Okay, so this is kind of hard for me to explain, and I'm not really even sure that I want to. But here goes.
I had this dream last night. It was more vivid than any dream I've ever had. Everything, the sounds, the sensations, were all totally real. It's been bothering me all day. It's like it was too real, almost. I can't get it out of my head.
All it was was that I was at this party, and this girl walked up to me and sort of backed me into a corner. She's not anybody that I know, just some one my head made up or whatever. She was beautiful, I guess, but I wasn't really thinking about that at the time. She was shorter than me, with dark hair up in a bun, and very small breasts, almost like a girl of 12 or 13. Not my type at all, right?
So anyway she kisses me, and I was like, okay, and kissed her back but she sort of jumped away and said, "NO"... I was a little surprised, but didn't really care. She dropped to her knees and explained that she was going to start kissing my stomach, but that I had to grab her and pick her back up again and kiss her once she was like, about to go down on me. So she kissed my stomach and undid my pants and all, and at the right point, I put my hand under her chin to pull her back up again. Then I kissed her, but she jumped back again. Apparently I had made some kind of mistake, and she was annoyed, and sort of stormed off... A little while later I saw her again and went to talk to her. She said, "Stop coming on to me... Just leave me alone." I said, "Look, I'm not trying to hook up with you, and you don't ever have to see me again after tonight. But I just want to be around you." She said that was fine. A little while later she was going to leave to go like, walk around town. I decided I didn't feel right about her walking around alone at night, and insisted on going with her... So then we walked around town at night for awhile, without really talking, except when I asked her her name, which I did when I realized that I didn't know it.
That's all. It was so strange. I can't get her face out of my head, I haven't been able to focus all day... It was just so REAL. I thought maybe writing it down would help. It's totally freaking me out.
Her name was Lydia Marie, by the way.