So I didn't "get anywhere" with my crush this week. I could write a whole lot to explain, but I'd rather not go into details right now. It just really sucks to not know if the guy is gay or not. i wanted to ask him to lunch today, but he skipped class, and I know he was at shcool today. It's that kinda stuff that suggests to me to just stop putting so much effort into something that most likely won't happen.