when frustration becomes physically painful

RoaG's picture

i'm just convinced that the ultimate She (for Me) is not out there.

i ate lunch today with this girl from high school who i'm still wildly attracted to, and we were going to watch a movie afterwards but she was too tired and wanted to take a nap. i'm... dying here. FUCK i just have such a hard time finding girls i'm attracted to and click with and i don't know why that is. it's the same way with guys i guess but fuck guys, i don't even care about guys. i just want GIRL GIRL GIRL. FUCKY FUCK. i want to make love to a woman so badly...

i'm whining. i know. ohh man she's so attractive. GOD i sound like a 12 year old boy. i AM a twelve year old boy... in a 20 year old woman's body.

ah. i ache with longing... and horniness.

oh, and by the way, COULD I GET ANY GAYER?!?


niks121997's picture


I feel for you. :( I laughed when you said that you sounded like a 12 year old boy and with the GIRL GIRL GIRL bit. I find strange things funny.

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

RoaG's picture

i find strange things funny t

i find strange things funny too...

Ramblings of a Girl

saweeeetttt's picture

lmao...i definatly see where

lmao...i definatly see where you're coming from. That was very entertaining to read

Daisy's picture

Aww. You're not alone, I feel

Aww. You're not alone, I feel like a twelve year old boy sometimes, too.

"When that sonuvabitch puts his hands on her, you should tell yourself he's putting his hands all over you"