everything needs to slow down. My emotions have been to so many extremes that you'd think i was pregnant or something. Not a chance of that though. In less than a week it's like my world has been turned upside down. Outed by a friend, who apparently just realized that she despises me for being gay and doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Told to end all contact with my girlfriend, who is bi. Struggled to hide the fact that we haven't ended all contact. Apparently, my bad influence rubbed off on her and this is all a phase. If they only knew that this whole separation wasn't working. In fact, she's only become stronger from all of this. Yea, we both have some hard times, but we hold each other up. It's also good to know who my real friends are. Thanx for always being there.