Well, like countless others, I am new to this site. I consider my joining this site to be one more step to becoming a part of the gay family. I have recently come out to my best friend and parents, but still have a lot of feelings inside that they don't know about. Often times I try to lose these feelings in sports, or I try to confront them through poetry. I'm hoping this will be a place that I can let my feelings out. I find it so comforting to know that I can just write here wout worrying about someone finding it, like I have done in the past. And if people do find it. I feel better knowing that they are people who can understand me better than most of the people in my life right now. However, I must get back to my huge science paper that I will probably not finish tonight, but, that is due tomorrow. Oh well. Until next time.