My heart is literally broken.

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"How can I rid myself
of this ache
that knots my insides?"

"A rubber band
won't do it anymore.
No, I need
a blade to pierce my skin.
Razor sharp,
it will slash my flesh."

"Kiss my lips
and touch my hips.
For the first time in my life
I'm feeling pure bliss."

"I have a fairy tale
in my head.
You and I,
together til the end."

God, I'm hurting so badly. I didn't know it was possible to hurt this much. It feels like my heart is literally broken. Shattered. It's so extremely hard to hold back the tears, but I refuse to cry over this. I don't know if I can hold it in, though. I don't know what to do... my heart is broken. I don't want to feel this anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. I just want everything to go away.