ndini ani? ( native subsahran language-shona- meaning: who am i.)
Who am i.
I am the girl that spent her whole month long holiday NOT studying, dam I don’t even think I still remember how to read…
I am the girl that keep hittin on her best friend’s man tonight and made out with him ‘til it got tooooo hot the only thing stopping us was the lack of a rubber… with no remorse, I might add.
what have i become?
I am the girl that lacks a conscience, that lacks a pulse, fuck it – the girl that lacks a heart.
I am the girl that cannot comprehend the concept of monogamy because I always want more than I’m allowed to have.
I am the girl that will not share- I’m selfish.
I am the girl that is always the sexiest in the room, but the ugliest in her own heart.
I am the geek that pretends to be a rebel coz it s just ‘hardcore like that’.
I am the girl
that’s looking at you from across the room as if she wants to make a move, but she won’t – not coz she’s shy or pretentious… but coz she cares and doesn’t wanna hurt you.
i am the girl that breaks people's hearts, not in two... but in even chunks, probably 10, and i have their hopes and dreams as an appetizer, their heart as a main course, and their livelihood for dessert... i down all this with several broken glasses of pain and tears.
i am sick... no really i feel sick.
I am the girl that gets so drunk she does not remember her own name… but is money-minded enough to remember how much is in her pocket.
I am the girl who spent two hours explaining to a cop why I don’t have a licence and why my friends were passed out in the back of my car.
I am the girl who drove away from that policeman thinking “fuck you, I am not about to go to jail over this shit