song I relate to right now

insanepenguin's picture

I'm currently in a downward spiral. Read about it in my livejournal at:
http://www.livejournal.com/~nonconformist87

I definitely relate to this song right now...and I've had it on repeat since Saturday.

Woo! Go Day of Silence on Wednesday! I'm not talking, and if the dean at my school gives me shit, oh well, fuck her!

"Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Comments

niks121997's picture

Yeah

I can relate to that song too.

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

pixies_in_the_underworld's picture

ditto

it reminds me of what I just went through recently with this stupid girl.