Have you ever been with someone and it was like Heaven? Like you felt so comfortable and your body was literally humming from that good feeling for hours afterwards?
I'm so on cloud Ninety Nine!
Selekta came to my house today and we made out for a while, and she started giving me head until we heard my mum, I think it was, on the phone outside my door. Damn! I've never seen Selekta leap up and change so fast. So we went out... Had this yummy yummy meal and it just tasted so good cause she was with me and we were laughing at everything! (The mother of the toddler I laughed at uproariously for falling down some steps, wasn't too happy though). Ah fuck it! I was sooooo content just "chillin with my baby". Then we strolled around the flea market laughing at things, so in love, laughing at the world. Pitying the world because they don't have what I have. Selekta doesn't seem to have a problem being affectionate in public even though it's against the law. That's gonna be a problem now that we're going out more.
We kept looking at people's babies and saying what ours will be like when we have one. I want to marry her so bad! Ah! - let me chill out - we're only SEVENTEEN god damnit!
Anyway, I just loved being with her... Getting full on laughter, love and that special magic that emanates from her pretty chocolate eyes and inviting smile.
I realised today....... I'm whipped. I'm sprung. I'm CRUCIFIED!!!! Literally dying like in Anthony and Cleopatra. I don't have anything to say to her except I love you. I'm so in love and happy - I've never felt it this intensely before.
I want to hold this moment and never let it fly. How do you press pause?
I apologise for being so revoltingly sentimental... I can't help it. I can't help it.