So. Since figuring out that I'm gay (which apparently every one that I know already knew... hee hee), I have felt amazing. For the first time in my life -- literally -- I really feel like what I am isn't something bad. I even love my body. It's totally weird. Wonderful, but weird.
I think that many, many of my other issues actually stemmed from this one, and now it's that's all figured out, eveything else is just. So not a big deal. :)
I still have to tell my father. He's been in Asia. I'll see him tomorrow morning, though I don't think I'll do it then... My mom is in New York and I feel like I should wait until she's back in town. So then I'll do it early next week. I know he'll be fine with it (my mom is gay, he has a gay brother, and my mom has even talked to him about the possibilty of my being a lesbian before), but I'm still a little nervous. Which I think is understandable. Wish me luck!
...Of course now comes the real challenge: actual girls. :D