It's going to suck butt. :(

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I talked to Mr. A during MMB today. He told me that no, he isn't gay, but he's always there if I need or want to talk. He was very supportive and nice about it. I'm thinking of showing him some of my writing, maybe he'll have some tips. Next year is going to suck butt. Mr. A only teaches 9th and 10th grade. :( I'll just have to stop by and say hello to him, though.
Sooo as for being gay, it still feels really awkward for me around my family. Not so much around my mom, but my sisters...yeah. They are extremely accepting of gays. One of my oldest sister's best friends turned out to be gay. But I can't get past the uncomfortable feeling I get when just thinking about saying something about a girl being hott. Then again, I know I don't have to say anything. It's a part of me, they know it's part of who I am, and they accept it. Period. I don't know why, I feel like maybe since I don't say things about girls being hott that my sisters won't believe that I really do like girls. (Mom told them that I'm bisexual, so I don't think they know that I'm gay) Feelings are so strange and complicated...I think I spend way too much time trying to analyze mine.