Crazy...totally fucking insane

Lit From Inside's picture

Despite having gotten about three hours of sleep last night, I'm super hyper. Crazy.
I'm in a quite unusual mood, for one thing, I've been coloring...I never color. Yes, that's right...coloring as in coloring books. Mine is cooler though, because it's Parakiss art from off the internet. Fun Fun. I also managed to do what my mother call "ruining" a shirt by using fabric paints to write Both Ways, encased in a two sided arrow on the front of it. To be proud of my bi-ness and all. Hee hee. Hey, guess what? It turns out that I'm having seisures al the live long day, and I didn't even notice. They're really tiny seisures, during which I merely zone out and start hearing weird noises, notthing huge. Apparently they're a problem. Figures. My cousin call me a freak for being bisexual and wearing a knit hat with cat ears. That stung...whatever happened to family loyalty? Also, he's not one to talk...he has hair longer and greasier than most sane people would consider "normal" and hangs out with the oddest people. Odd to me, anyhow. I hold no grudge...everyone must form their own oppinion of the world. What more can I say, it stung that he thinks that bisexuality makes me a freak, and that anyone could be so appearance obbsessed as to label "freak" based on someones clothing. Anyways...this is my little post. More when I have stuff to say.

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Ebony's picture

first of all, may I say that

first of all, may I say that cat ears are the shyt! that's totally awesome :D

Creative bursts are unusual, but most of the time they're fun. I hav them when I think back on how much I miss being a small child.

have ou checked with a doctor about the seizures? It's probably nothing, but it wouldn't hurt to ask.

Lit From Inside's picture

Yeah

seeing a doc soon, I already do anyways, b/c I was having bigger seizures on a somewhat regular basis while not medicated. Now I am medicated.

Speak roughly to your little boy, and beat him when he sneezes: he only does it to annoy, because he knows it teases. -Lewis Carroll, a man with little sense, and much imagination

QuakerOats's picture

family loyalty. aaaah, those

family loyalty. aaaah, those were the days. joy be with you.

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