so recently i had some unbearably intense feelings for this girl. i knew nothing could come of it, so i tried to let it go as best i could and just hoped i would go for someone else. well i have mostly let it go, and have developed feelings for someoen else. the problem is, this someone else is a good friend. first off, she doesn't even know i'm gay, and she is definitely straight. second, she is gonna be a senior in high school and i will just be a freshman. and i guess that doesnt really matter,but if something were to happen between us we'd have to break it off when she went to college. but i dont even want feelings for her in the first place! we've been friends for a while now and i just want it to stay that way. i love the way our friendship is and i dont want anything to ruin it. i thought i could stop some of these feelings, but yesterday she stopped by my house and that day she filled my thoughts.But i dont want her to! i guess im just really frustrated because everyone i fall for is either too old, taken, or i dont want to have feelings for them. oh, and most of them are straight. but sometimes i just cant help thinking about my friend in that kind of way. shes got a great personality, and shes not so bad to look at. shes small with long blond hair and blue eyes. like really vivid blue eyes too. ugh! stop thinking this way! ok, im glad ive gotten some of those feelings out, but i just want to stop thinking about her like this. some of you have probably been in a situauation similar to this, what did you do? does anyone have any good tips for cooling down over someone?