I'm Sorry...

zoe rose's picture

forget it all.
feeling of silence
nightmare of a hand
pushing me aside
pulling me away
confrontation with fear
despair
im sorry...
im sorry...
im
sorry...

light the candles
one by one
lighting up mantles
reflecting my thoughts
into paintings on the walls
red.
black.
green.
smearing their delight!
into the ironic scene
suddenly it seems so
kind
to me

different
mood swings of purple haze...
clouding my vision
clouding my thoughts
drowning out my heart-
beat.
with such precision
it just wasnt accidental
im
sorry

alterations
color-wise
help me forget that girl
writing my songs
into words stuck in my mouth
pink.
magenta.
blue.
shaking their fingers
as they wash down the drain
suddenly it seems so
strange
to me

unnatural
that i might lie to them
sneaking past
sneaking through
seemed to happen so fast
or slow...
afterward asking for forgiveness?
but what happened
simply
was
on purpose

im
so
sorry.

Comments

bibibutterfly's picture

ooo, cooio nifty neato poem.

ooo, cooio nifty neato poem. I like it!!

the world turns beneath my feet,
and only my breath is still,
in the living night.

violentlyhappy's picture

i like it. you should sing it

i like it. you should sing it and put it on an midi on here