NOOOOOOOOOOOO

Lez4Life707's picture

I have to get out of this house if I don’t I’m going to die. But my problem is I don’t have any where to go. [Screams very loud in anger] There is no way I am going to make it until I am 18. I am going to be turning 17 on July 1st so I have a whole nother year. Unless I can find a way out now but I know that is never going to happen. I just can’t take any more of this abuse. I HATE THIS…….. [What’s to cry but my pride won’t let me] URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I have no clue what to do. I can’t take it any more. I’m sick of trying to make thing better between my parents and me because no matter what I do it is always the wrong thing and nothing ever works. I would rather die than stay there. I wish I had wing so I could fly away for this hell hole. Or at least rich enough to buy a one way ticket out of here. Either way I am SOL. Guess I can go back to selling drugs and than buy a one way ticket out of here but I promised that I would never do that again. What am I going to do…………………………….....

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sportytatu's picture

play sports or join clubs.

play sports or join clubs.
1. sports helps relieve frustration(i know from experience)
2. can put clubs on college applications if u want to go.
3. get home later than usual, and or leave
home earlier. so less time at home.

people say love is blind, then isnt it blind for gender as well?

id walk through hell in a gasoline suite to keep playing softball.

Lez4Life707's picture

Clubs

The sports and clubs caust money I don't have money they wont pay for me I have tried that one I am trying to get a job hours are 10am to 1am

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Paladin's picture

Volunteer somewhere. Your sch

Volunteer somewhere. Your school needs you to pay money for sports?

Dave

Lez4Life707's picture

Volunteer

My school is being remolde. Don't get me wrong or any thing I love to help people. I would volunteer at my normal spot but the problem is i need money. I do a lot of Volunteer work when im in school and i can't have a job. (my parents rule I can't have a job during school as long as you are living in this house.) The problem with getting a job is that very few places hire 16year old kids but I am not going to give up hope there has to be at least one job

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DesiD's picture

hope it gets better

I was in a similar situation a couple of years ago only I was nineteen so at least I could tell them where to stick it. I don't know what it would have been like without that option.
It's messed up you can't do sports or something without paying for it and there's nothing that doesn't cost a lot of money. I ran into that wanting to try some art classes. I hung out with friends a lot, wrote a lot of stories and poems. I didn't like the poems, so I burned them up (we had a big old firepit/barbecue). I wrote down everything that was pissing me off and burned that, too. I tried a lot of things. Most of them were really bad/stupid.
I hope things get better.

Lez4Life707's picture

?????

Thanks I have. but the sad part is I have tried all of that writing and burning thing but that really never worked but if means a lot that you care thanks for the suppoort.

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