still in love with a girl that I was in love with before

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I have come to realize that I am still in love with my best friend Laura... I've been in love with her all year, but she's not gay, she's not straight, she's "undefined." and she doesn't feel the same way about me, and when I told her that I'm still in love with her, she didn't seem to believe me. So yes, this is great. I don't know how much longer I can deal with this, plus the fact that I am sometimes looking at guys? I want to fuck my boss, but I thought I was gay? What the hell?

~ * Kate * ~