It's like I'm living in a TBN soap opera. Every day (episode), I hear more outrageous things about people who've been talking behind my back. A group of Lower 6's (one year younger than me) have decided that they're gonna pray for me and my girlfriend so that we're delivered from the evil of homosexuality. At least they're not throwing rocks... Haha... I just find it so amusing but intrusive and offensive too. How dare they think I need "jesus" - they don't know anything about me - I'm fine with my God, thank you very much, especially on the issue of my being gay... If they wanna pray, they can pray about me being a better person.
What next? Am I gonna be rugby tackled and have an exorcism performed on me like in 'Saved'? (very funny movie!)
That girl who kicked us out the closet spent the whole of today with her friends staring at us and then quickly looking away when we noticed. Haha... No lives have they.
In other news... I realised that I'm a lesbian. That meaning that I prefer women: I desire them physically, mentally and emotionally, I love them, I crave them, I only want to consider having romantic relationships with them, but that doesn't mean that I don't like or hate men. No, it just means that I'm more attracted to women, and my attraction to men is only fleeting and horribly physical - horribly, being the operative word. Other people can call me bisexual, but I think I'm a lesbian.