I am 17yo
I kinda Lived my life in confusion about my feelings because I had feelings for both
Girls and boys since I was like 10 but I didn't know what it was for men
I had oral sex with one of my friends and liked it.ALOT!
I have felt like I was gay since I was 13yo
When I saw gay porn I was almost sure I was gay
Now I am not really sure how I feel.
I like women sexually but not very romantic like.
I can talk to women but I never get anywhere and i also don't like their anatomy very much
I still have sexual feeling for women and also like men and the aspects of the gay community attract me.I'm very geeky in my interest and don't have much like for the aspects of many other groups like rappers Yuck! and Preps and Jocks AH GOD! DIE!!
I am not the sterotypical gay man
I hate Most pop and some dance music
I Hate most campy stuff anyway
I love metal and punk as well as most rock.
I still think that I like men better romanticly but as of late I have been more into gay life and sex and less into women in anyway.
So what am I?
Should I just forget about women sex and embrace gay sex?
I don't know,..