OK, so I have a crush. I had the crush resurface after approximately 6 months of non crushing (I'm not kidding - I didn't think about her in any other way apart from friendship!).
But no, I am re-crushing on her. And I think she knows it. We were messing around today - we were pretending to rip our hearts out and present them to each other. It was hilarious.
Then I made a theory - that every body has definate platonic friends, who they'd never dream of dating, and then non platonic friends - you don't really have a crush on them, but if they asked you, then you probably could do. Or that you have a minor crush. Like I do.
She is my non platonic friend. I told her the theory, and she agrees. But I think I acted really stupid. I made excuses to touch her, I kissed on the cheek (when I don't usually kiss her) and generally acted like I fancied her. It was bad, I think. I don't know if she knows but I don't want her to.
She's so straight.