Tomorrow will be day Seven of C.C. stay in Georgia... Just three more days and she'll be home and I'll be able to breath easier... Bad part... I wont be able to give her the homecoming I want to give her... NO NOT THAT KIND OF HOMECOMING! Talked to Billy last night... he is in love with a new guy... I hope he doesnt only want the sex.. Anyone know of a Sex addicts rehab? Billy wants to marry me... hahahaha... he wants to have a gay marriage... He'll be the woman of the house... I the man... He came up with this idea after I told him I've never kissed a guy... What? By the time that became important I knew I was a lesbian... Half of me laughs at this... the other half is saying 'You're pathetic... even C.C. has kissed guys and she's a lesbian'... Billy also told me if he ever gets to have children... he wants me to be the mother of them... That made me cry a little... That is two people who want me to have their children... But the poor kid would be really screwed... a Gay daddy and a Lesbian Mummy... or with C.C. she wants to adopt a son... so he would have to Mummy's... I never knew people really loved me that much to want something like that... with me... I'm glad no one can see me... I'm crying and cant stop... AH! I'm pathetic!