Recently I don't know why but I've been begining to doubt how much I love my girlfriend. It's just been really difficult between us because of it. I havn't told her about my doubts but she keeps asking me what's wrong. Things just don't feel the same as when we were frist going out. Am I out of love with her? or has the infatuation just wornoff? Should I break up with her? That could be difficult because she just came down to stay with me for the summer. I really don't want to break up with her. I really do love her alot but in-love? I don't know. It could just be my own mental state interfearing too. I've been super depressed and unsatisfied and disillusioned with my life.
It's strange as soon as I wrote that I realized how silly this is. I do love her. I just get scared that she's going to get tired of me soon. and realized what a selfish, dramatic, full of crap insecure wannabe I am. I wish I was more confident.