In awe

armadillo's picture

Well, the Judas Priests show kicked ass and everyone was hitting on my friend and I. She was so gorgeous, and she kept getting so close to me, touching me the whole time to whisper something or let me know that she was having a great time. After the show, she asked me to go to her dad's place for the weekend and we just got back last night. We've had a great time everywhere lately. I'm so glad we're friends, but I can't help but feel like I want more than that with her. I've always felt this way and she knows it. She's not a hundred percent straight either, and most people don't know that, because she's afraid of her feelings for women. I know it, because she tells me almost everything and we've acknowleged our love for eachother before, but she said she can't cross the line with any girl anymore... but if she did, that girl would be me. Well, knowing all of these things and the way i feel for her, it's just so hard to let go. I always have hope for us. She finally realized that the guy she's been with for the past year, doesn't appreciate her and she's experiencing that kind of relationship crap, so i knew i wouldn't want to be the rebound...I've flirted a bit, but I try to be completely platonic with her. Then at her dad's place, during dinner, she was kidding around and held my hand and told her family that we are girlfriends. I was a bit shocked, but her dad almost choked, while her bro laughed with large eyes...then her dad said, "at least you won't be having any grandchildren then" and just kept eating and laughing with us. It was kind of strange, but i felt like she was testing the water for some reason, though there was a big element of humor to it. Well, I don't know what to do, any advice would be great.

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FlameFish08's picture

wow, it sounds like shes just giving a lot of mixed signals. its hard to comment because there are so many different signs shes giving off. i hope things work out with you and her eventually.

FlyflewAway's picture

just ignore this..

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt - Tbs

FlyflewAway's picture

damnit i posted that post in the wrong post area

sorry about that but i think you should tell her once more how u feel about her but give it some time because she might be going through a lot right now and she needs a friend, someone she can trust..and that some one is uuuuuuuuuu

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt - Tbs