Slept with a girl... By accident...

Daisy's picture

Hi you guys.

Something really freaky happened, and she wants it to be a secret, so I can't tell my regular friends. So I'm going to tell all of you.

I accidently slept with one of my best friends.

I know that sounds ridiculous, but I don't know how else to put it.

I absolutely never saw this coming. I am not (and have never been) interested in her like that. I'm not attratced to her. And she's straight.

A few days ago, she was staying the night at my house. We were lying in my bed, talking, and then, suddenly, we were kissing. And then we were doing more than kissing.

It's probably the strangest thing that's ever happened to me.

Eventually she just sort of said, "Okay," and I climbed off of her and sort of hid in one corner of my bed. Her saying that broke the spell and I thought I was going to throw up. I managed not to totally panic, but it was pretty freaky.

I continue not to be romantically interested in her. I don't feel too weird about it now, but yesterday I was really sick over it.

I don't know how she feels. I want us to just go on being friends like before, but I don't know if that's possible.

She isn't returning my phone calls.

On the bright side, I'm definitely, definitely gay.

Comments

armadillo's picture

she might secretly like you

That kinda thing doesn't just happen with straight friends. It sounds like maybe she had something for you, although you sound like you were just into the moment.

screv's picture

yea, same thing hapend to me

yea, same thing hapend to me to a few days ago. weird hu. havent spoken to him since

she holds the pen that spells the end

aManDa's picture

Yes i agree with another comm

Yes i agree with another comment left on this one. Obviously she can't be 100% straight. And it could just happen. Its just happend to me once too.