Just thought i'd let whoever cares know why i am here. i was a very confused person in middle school. Inside and out. I wasn't really comfortable with the fact that i found girls attractive like i might find myself staring at their ass or legs or breasts. Women are very beautiful creatures to say the least. So in 7th grade i declared myself to my closest friends that i was bi. I soon got fed up with guys and decided i was going to be a chosen lesbian cause i thought that would be so much easier needless to say it wasn't and i still really didn't know what i wanted. So soon after becoming a chosen lesbian i realized it wasn't for me and was bi again. Sounds odd but that's how confused i was I bounced back and forth until i got to ninth grade and decided that it would just be easier if i did what society wanted me to do. Since then i have only been straight. I haven't talked to any girls or allow myself to let anyone know that i was attracted to females until the beginning of 11th grade. But now i just really don't know wha I am or what kind of sexual orientation i have.