book of love

joemamaknows23's picture

ive always been the type to not need a relationship. i dont understand why people rush to get married. why people HAVE to get married.
but i was in the car today.. and a line from a song said
"the book of love, we're all to young to know whats in it"
and it was an older guy singing. and so i was thinking well if he is too young.. who would be old? and I realized that he meant youn in love. and i got this whole metaphor going in my mind of how when people first get married they are like babies and then they grow up with each other.. and suddenly i dont know. it hit me that thats what i wanted. it was like a mental image of me in a white dress flashed in my head. and.. i dont know. but like i was thinking aobut marriage to a guy. but.. i like girls.. so that confused me as well.
I guess deep down i still feel im SUPPOSED to marry a guy.. or i dont know. but for now i do know that i want someone to grow up with.

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w8tin4life's picture

its what normal in our societ

its what normal in our society a girl marries a boy. its just u reactring to that. and u have plenty of time to know if u want that or not. when u have to make that disicion ull know dont worry i think its a feeling

Who would give a law to lovers? Love is unto itself a higher law. ~Boethius, The Consolation of Philosophy, A.D. 524

joemamaknows23's picture

you are

exactly right. u amaze me :)
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"

escape_velocity's picture

i concur

Yep, I agree with w8tin4life. It's kind of like nature/nurture, in a way. In today's society, girls are raised with the expectation of growing up and getting married and having a family. It is only natural to want to fulfil that expectation, on some level.

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joemamaknows23's picture

yes mam ~I am Jack's lack of

yes mam
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"