He asked

Fairylover2008's picture

I have been so busy these last few days that
when I got an email from a friend of mine back
home asking for my b-day I haven't even opened it
much less sent him anything back. I feel bad about that
because I have managed to push people away from me
and I don't care. I have the people I want close and
those that I don't aren't. I guess in a way it
makes me sad because me and a lot of the people
I pushed away are people who knew me when I was
really depressed and when I cut and I don't want to
be friends with a lot of them any more because they
remind me of that time and I don't know how to be
with them without being who I use to be and I
don't want to go back to that I am happy and I don't
every want to cut again it hurts more than anything
else right know. So when asked to go home a few
days ago with a new friend of mine I said no.
Of course my girl understands this and she doesn't
get along well with her folks either or her old
friends so right know everything is o.k.