I'm lost

joemamaknows23's picture

why do I feel so empty?

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micky's picture

maybe you're hungry, eat a bi

maybe you're hungry, eat a biscuit.

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joemamaknows23's picture

LOL thanks ~I am Jack's lack

LOL thanks
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"

doomflower's picture

maybe..

maybe you're missing something important. Maybe... religion, maybe you aren't out and want to be.. a lot of people (like me) crave recognition for who they are, and need to be loved. I'm still filling in some gaps, but since becoming christian, they're going away, despite what some people tell me that homosexuality is wrong.
Are you religious? 'cause if you are.. remember that we're all created in the image of god. So he wont judge us for being homosexual :)
But.. other then that... i mean, i'm getting it because i want to be out to my parents and other friends. So it's hard to tell what it is. It's also likely it's completely unrelated to your sexuality.. again, religion can fix that. Or if you don't believe in god, try talking to people. even if you think it may be insignificant to them, it helps..
*hugs*
i hope you feel filled soon.
-mel

joemamaknows23's picture

I am a Christian.. and im out

I am a Christian.. and im out to who i know will support me.. i dont know.. its neither of those.. i dotnknow what it is.. i think im just upset because.. i wonder if i can really make a difference in this world.. this has been bothering me lately.. like.. if i dont make a difference my life is pointless..
i dont know.. im just stressed. thank for listening :)
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"

escape_velocity's picture

you will

Remember to "be the change you wish to see in the world." And also, I think that you will make a difference, for any small difference still counts, right? You may not change the world in some major or legendary way, but that's alright. If you do one thing, you have already done more than most people ever consider doing. I know you've already done that. And because you have this drive to make things better, I have faith that you will continue; and with maturity and skills, I think that you will effect the world in the way that you want to.

Remember that it's not all your responsibility, too. You can do amazing things, but you cannot solve all the problems of this troubled Earth. <3

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escape velocity
n.

The minimum velocity that a body must attain to escape a gravitational field completely.

joemamaknows23's picture

do you know that..

you make me smile
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"

escape_velocity's picture

good

:-)
you make me smile too

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escape velocity
n.

The minimum velocity that a body must attain to escape a gravitational field completely.

doomflower's picture

that makes us alike.

My greatest fear is that i'll die without making a differnece.
Which is why i'm starting a gay/straight alliance at school, if administration allows it. And if they don't, i'll boycott them. We should have rights to do so... 'specially it's it's not just a lesbigay group. It's open to everyone, so I should be able to start one. Not that i really doubt it.. our school is retty accepting.
anyway, now that i've ranted... maybe you could start something at school?
or if ya wanna talk add me or pm me, i'm here to listen to anyone ^_^
-mel

joemamaknows23's picture

thats cool that you are plann

thats cool that you are planning to do that. but honestly.. my concern isnt homosexual rights.. im more concerned about the millions who are starving and getting beaten to death over seas. i dont know.. i think that gay persecution should take a back seat. this is a more pressing issue
~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"

doomflower's picture

True

It is true that gay persecution is a less pressing issue, just not where i'm from. I'd love to go and help people in countries where people starve and stuff. i hope to someday work for unicef. It's just that, being young and all, there's only so much we can do. But we can still do a lot, i like that you're passionate about helping people.
maybe you should look into becoming a missionary, or sponsoring a child. It might help.. but then, this is only my opinion :P

joemamaknows23's picture

yeah i am planning on moving

yeah i am planning on moving to south america and working for an international adoption agency once i graduate college.. im excited

~I am Jack's lack of surprise
~"I need someone physically stronger than me... I am always on top. It's really unfortunate. I am begging for the man that can put me on the bottom. Or the woman. Anybody that can take me down"