Yeah, I knew it was comng, yet it still hurts. She wasnt just a girlfriend.... but my only friend. They only person who would listen to me. I cant blame anyone. It wasnt me and it wasnt her.... it was 65 FUCKING MILES! Well I guess there is someone to blame for that. Thank you mom for moving me to ELK GROVE away from everyone to a place where being GAY is like having the Plauge. It hurts, its painful, but what can I do. Its her choice.