poem sort of

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Its the first moment Ive really smiled without you
Its the first time Ive laughed aloud and meant it
Its the first night I havent reached out for you
This is the first life Ive had since you left

Its the first moment I could breathe with ease
Its the first time I went a day not searching for you
Its the first night I didnt cry myself to sleep
This is the first life Ive had since you left

Its the first moment I longed for someone else
Its the first time I took my love back
Its the first night, with someone else
This is the first life Ive had since you left.

This is the first life Ive had since you left
and its better, its so much better,
better than I ever was before
but I still cant help feeling
we've missed out on more.

This is the first life Ive had since you left
and im stronger, im so much stronger,
stronger than I ever was before
but I still cant help feeling
we've missed out on more.

This is the first life Ive had since you left
and I know what I want
I know how to get it
but I still cant put u out of my mind.

Maybe this is all a lie?