Homework Not Done

Fairylover2008's picture

Feelings- Sad, Hurt, Lonely, Bored, Tired, rushed

Why- Sad and hurt because I can't stop myself from
cutting. Lonely I feel alone and I can't reach out
to anyone. I can get on stage and pour my heart out
and no one is listening. Bored because don't have
a job and I don't have anything to do Tired because
I have been everywhere today and nowhere important
rushed because I have a bunch of homework and no time in
which to do it.

Anything but this- I feel asleep last night trying
to finish some math homework and never really got it done.
I am going crazy trying to finish this homework and
I still have french homework and no time in which
to do it. I read everything that has to be read
and looked over all the stuff I need to but I haven't touched
my french homework and yet I am trying to do good
in this class so I can go one and get a good grade
in this class. Sigh I still haven't stopped cutting
and I wish I could but for some strange reason I
feel like I am better when I cut even thought I
know I am not. Its just not doing so good with it.

Comments

wishin2binboston's picture

good luck

when everything is wrong, we move along...good luck with everything...if you ever need someone to listen to ya, it's my specialty