I have a dilemma... I don't think I should even be having this dilemma at all. Or maybe it's just me. Or maybe I'm just in denial, I don't know. Should I feel guilty for suddenly having feelings for someone else? It's only human, right? Don't get me wrong, I'm in love with my girlfriend but I don't know why I'm crushing on another girl. Maybe I'm turning out to be just like my dad. Woman after woman, one broken heart after another. Maybe I am... Honestly, I think being a player just comes naturally to me and I don't even intend to play people. I can't be that way. I just can't. I admit I have broken other people's hearts by making them believe that there's hope for me to be in love with them but I don't realize I've made them hope until they tell me. I don't want to be like him. I want my own path, I don't want to follow his but I don't seem to have any control over that.
Tell me it's just temporary.