lonely in a crowded room

crookedsmile's picture

sitting in the car with you two i feel so alone
maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me
really, i have nothing to be mad about
you two have your own thing just as i spend much more time with my own friends
it doesn't change how awkward and out of place i feel
summer was so different
now it seems like you two have branched off without me
and all through the movie and the party and the fun all i could think about was you
i miss you so much
fuck this stupid city
if i could i'd ditch my family not that they care about me
i'd leave everything in a second just to see you again
i miss having someone who knows everything about me

it's my own fault for lying to them, really just not avoiding telling them anything important,
but what's the difference?
i'm too scared to let them know anything

it's killing me how far away you are

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niks121997's picture

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That's funny. I was just thinking about you or rather your posts. I really love "i'd leave everything in a second just to see you again." I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well. If I was more awake I'd write a more profound response.

"Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful that it is no worse than it is."

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

crookedsmile's picture

i haven't beem here in ages

i haven't beem here in ages
i guess i keep drifting away from everything
weird, oasis used to mean a lot to me
i met one of the most important kids in my life online here

i missed your comments
:)

niks121997's picture

Yeah

I don't post half as much as I used to way back when. I too met one of the most important people in my life online here. Funny how it all works out.

I've missed your posts. I do hope things are okay for you. :)

"Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful that it is no worse than it is."

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."