I think it's time I say something about this.
So I casually mentioned a boy who likes me in my last entry (I don't expect any one to remember that). Well. He still likes me. But that's not the issue.
I think that I like him.
I have several theories/rationalizations for this situation:
a) I'm really young, right? It's okay to flip-flop and experiment, especially now.
b) Even though I'm not attracted to boys, in general, it's not all that weird to have feelings for just one.
c) I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do. So I can like him or not, and he can like me or not, and if we kiss and I hate it, that's just fine. And if I don't hate it, that's fine, too.
Alright. I'm a little upset. I'm trying to look at this in what I consider to be the smart, healthy way, telling myself that I'm allowed to feel whatever I feel, and that it's alright to be confused, and that labels are worthless... Blah.
Any thoughts? (Anything you guys have got would be greatly appreciated).