Tonight I told my best friend, Eli, that I'm gay.
He took it rather well. He was very surprised, but he
said he was happy that I found my true self. He's the
only one I've come out to, but I figured I should tell
my closest friend since like 2nd grade what's been going
on with me. Especailly since I'm planning on coming
out to Sam tomorrow.
There is a huge sigh of relief coming out of my body at
the momment. I'm a little afraid of what will happen with
Sam tomorrow though. I know I should worry too much, but
I can't help it. I know it is something that I want to
tell her. And if things with coming out to her don't work
out, I'll be alright. Tomorrow night I'm going out with
some friends before I leave for Kansas City. (still don't
want to go)
As for coming out, the only time I've ever had this great
feeling was when I pulled a 360 last year snowboarding.
It's a good thing. Very good.