well, i'm new here and just getting used to the idea that i'm a lesbian.
i had this whole journal thing written out before but i hit a button and
it all disapeared, so let's try this again. i haven't come out to anyone,
even though i know several people who would be totally cool without, who
are gay themselves, and would probably help me out... but still, i just
don't feel quite ready to share yet. not to mention i'm at a conservative
catholic school... they're not the most opened minded bunch around here.
besides, i've been so busy with work and school that i haven't even really
had time to think about it, let alone planning what and how to tell people
maybe after midterms... maybe. i definately can't tell my parents just
yet, i don't think they'd be okay with it, especially my dad.
so i'll be waiting till they support me through paying for college, maybe
then i'll tell them, because i feel bad not doing so at all. and yet,
i'd like to finish school first. well, that's all for now.