Well I called my mom on the phone while she was at work. Told her I had to tell her something. I asked her if she knew what I was gonna tell her. She didn't say anything then said no. Asked if I was commit suicide or if I'm depressed at all. I told her no and it's not bad. Well obviously I am depressed but I didn't wanna ge ther started. We kept arguing because she kept thinkins it was bad. I told her to come home. When she did about 5 minutes ago I told her to read this poem.
I asked her if she knew how to croll and everything (frmo the past when i thoguht her how to use computers) she said yes.
Well this is the poem i let her read
"What would you do?
What would you say?
If I were to tell you the truth,
would you turn and walk away?
Would you look at me in shame
and never smile?
Would you look at me in pain
and cry for a long while?
Could you still love me the same,
the way you did before, or would it cause
you much pain to hold me once more?
What can I say?
What can I do?
I wouldn't turn away if this was you.
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
To keep on crying and hiding
about what is true.
I can't do this anymore can't
I've been living a lie, I've got to
So please understand me
and what I'm about to say.
I havn't changed in any way.
I just want you to know that
I am gay.
Poem by- DrkNight2 (thats his aim)
She looked at me with the brightest smile i have EVER seen. She told me shoe loved me and nothing is wrong with it. She started laughing and sai dthere was nothing tobe ashamed of. She hugged me while i cried on her. She didn't spare one tear. My mother doesn't cry that much anymore. Only when my father used to beat her 5years ago. Well anyways I came out to her, it's a great feeling. Better than making love. I hope you all enjoy, I'm still shocked since its only been a couple minutes since it's happened. She went back to work so I'm home alone again. Well if anyone wants to talk or want to know more about this IM me emoemoemoboyscry