my appiontment

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i went and had a colonoscopy yesterday. they didnt know what was causing the bleeding i was having. they found polyps. one large one and two little ones. they take them out next weekend to see if there cancerous. im scared. i told carianne this but she doesnt know why im really scared. sometimes its easier for me to type it here than tell her. im afraid im going to loose her. but i would climb through heaven to get to her. but im afraid its a bigger chance. cancer runs in my family. but hey you cant change it. i love you carianne. i wont leave no one can take you from me