I feel really great!
Came out to my first person tonight! (I'm so hyped.) He has been one of my closest friends for some years now, but lives far away, so he's only here on visit. Anyways, we ended up talking about our lives and stuff, and he asked me if I wanna have kids when I grow up. Yours truely answered no, and said: "but it's not why you think." He just shrugged, before I told him, very slowly, that I thought I was gay. At first he was like, "really??" I nodded.
He was really nice about it, and asked a couple of questions; he even said he was glad I told him. I was afraid he'd freak or someting, but it seems I had nothing to worry about. So that's my first step out of the closed.