no conscience

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What did the world ever do to me, to deserve all that I do to it?
Why am I so bitter/ insensitive- where is that giant aortic pump in which lies the warmth of a soul… a conscience.
Do I have some mental imbalance, some medical condition that prevents me from feeling as much as a normal human being should?

Then why do material things mean so much to me?
Why do I prioritise sex versus love and all that comes with it?
why do I not understand the repercussions of my actions?

Just as well- people like me just don’t deserve to lead such a life…
Nobody deserves or earns the right to hurt another.
Its inhuman.