Disclaimer!This is a rant, where I will mostly likely be illogical, touchy, pissy, and above all sad. And curses will most likely appear every other word.
Shit, fuck, damn, mother fucker, asshole!
I fucking HATE the world right now, fucking hate it, the world sucks, I wish I could exterminate everyone into fucking ashes, fuck!
Alright, enough with my own crap, let's get down to business:
I saw the doc Tying the Knot (loved it).
Hate the STUPID ASS IGNORANT ALLEGED CHRISTIANS WHO PERSECUTE IN THE NAME OF JSESUS, THOSE ASSHOLES!
They showed footage of a protest, it was horrible, they had little kids yelling "heigh ho, homos go!" They called us faggots, sodomites, shouted "In the name of Jesus!", said we were ruining the country. And senators said we were planning on "ruining" marriage, that it was a "plot" that we want the right to marry.
Right now I just hate the world, I hate that our very government is trying to persectue us in the very constitution which I love, hate that most Christian demoninations think our love is sinful, that we're evil. I just want to love, I want a girlfriend, why do people want to take my happiness away from me? I don't understand, and I know I don't have it half as bad as some, but it's enough to make me cry. Because I'm too sensitive.
My church is splitting up because of this, and you know what I say? LET THEM. Let the biggoted assholes go away and torture someone else.
But that's not nice, I know, my mind is raving mad, I have to get this out. I just hate people right now...hate them. I can't concentrate on my homework, God damn it, I want to go away where I'm loved, because I already have trouble loving myself...people are hurtful. And I know I sound whiny, lost, confused, but this is me, and I'm so...aware. Next time people say shit they should think about who will hear it.
Then again, I'm not making sense.
God, give me strength to overcome my own pain....