I am not sure what to do. It's not that I am afraid... it's that, I don't know how. I mean,
the whole school already knows... thanks to my (so-called) "friends." But I am still so afraid
to be myself at school. I'm a senior and I can't find the guts or the way to be ME! I don't get
it. Never have and never will. Being gay is fully accepted at my school too. I don't understand
what my problem seems to be. God, I can't wait for College.